Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Bring on the rain

I hope everyone is having a great summer. My step son graduated, so proud of him.
My girls are growing by the day.
And why do I sound so depressed? This time in my life I should be happy and excited about everything. My family mean so much to me.  I do not want to sound like a terriable mother or wife.
I kept all these feelings bottled inside me until it consumes everything in my life. The pretending everything is fine. I have alot of legal issues to contend with, and to embarrassed about it.
I have seen doctors about it, and 2 months of medicine, or talking. I feel selfish of how I feel, It is no ones fault.
As my scrap table and crocheting projects sit there not getting done, my creative side just went out the window. Playing with my kids, Crying everyday. I have no idea what to do, or tell my doctor.
I want to be the old me., outgoing. Always up for anything.
Fellow bloggers I am not trying to have a pitty party.
I want to thank everyone commenting on my lil blog, and special thanks for Steph (with a grin) for being such a sweet person. and I barely know her. Listening to her videos ,looking at her photos. Really makes my day, Follow the paper trail, enjoy seeing her new creations. Always look forward to the next Wednesday.
God Bless all of you, (my scrap friends)

Always Charity

4 comments:

Van (Vung) said...

Hi, I hope that you will feel like your old self again soon and thank you for becoming a follower of my blog. I know nothing I will say will be comforting, but when I'm feeling down, I remind myself that there are others out there who are suffering so much more. Take one day at a time and try to enjoy life even when you don't feel like it. I lost an aunt not too long ago and that has changed my perspective on life. Just trying to make the most of my everyday life. Get well soon. Take care.

Anonymous said...

God loves you very much. Whether you know it or not, He loves you! Whether you feel it or not, He loves you! Whether you deserve it or not, He loves you!

He loves you so much, so much so.
He's the 'answer'!
Jesus is your answer.
Just say yes.

Charity said...

God must be watching over me, my court charge was dismissed.
Thanks for sweet comments and praying for me.
biggg hugggggs

Hi, I am Karen Driscoll said...

Hi Charity, I found your blog through Van, and I just wanted you to know that I suffer from depression, and I know exactly how you feel. Medicine does help, ad if youjust want to vent, check out my blog, I would love to listen:)
Have a good day, Karen
karens-kakes-lrafts.blogspot.com